I’m happy you’re mine.
I try and forget
Honestly I try so hard to forget everything you put me through, and I can’t do it. What you did was cruel, unkind, unjust, and inhumane.
I thought that maybe for once me moving to a new place, new town that you and me could give it a shot… boy was I wrong. It started with Amanda, I figured by the time I moved to otown she would be gone. You told me the night I left that you had met her and that I should forget about the two nights. so I said ok. Fine.
About a month later you tell me you two broke up. That you have someone else on your mind, she’s 16 and you’ve known her for a long time… Stupid of me to think that you were talking about me right? right. You were talking about Jen. Who’s the girl who won you in the end. I try my hardest to forget about it and block it out.
September rolls along and here I am. New town, new me, new people and I’m scared shitless. You tell me that you have someone else now, Steph. she’s gorgeous. I say well it wouldn’t work out in the first place anyways because of the band. You agree… except the first night out with the guys you bring steph and I see the way you look at me, like you want me. The thing is you couldn’t cause little did you know I slept with a friend. We fight constantly about steph and things, till you tell me you two are on a break and i start running to release the stress you cause me and we meet up on my runs and hookup. Finally I realized I got you. You’re mine. Then…… at a bonfire you tell me for real that you and steph are forsure done and there’s no chance at all that you two are getting back together and you see how happy I am. Yet little did you know that I saw you text jen saying ‘baby I hate when you’re sad’ put me I tossed it aside. and didn’t think about it for the rest of the night.
October is interesting… You tell me that you and steph are getting back together I spent my saturday morning crying my eyes out in a Homesense because you think that we couldn’t be together and you’re right we would never work.. Cause you fucked up and hooked up with a friend of mine. a week before our birthday? Seriously. Thanks, so in spite of that, halloween I hooked up with someone else.
fuck you is all I can say to you right now.
good bye brian.
Thank you.
(Source: hoobadoo, via canuckspenguins)
